I know most of you have probably taken me off your lists and I don't blame you i'm never on here. I want to be more consistent and blog more but i'm not sure if I really see that happening in the near future with all I have going on in my life right now. Everyone stay blessed and be happy in life. God bless.  

So I got a nudge from someone (babyJANE you sexy beast) and saw that I haven't been here in a good minute. I promise I will blog today! Now I have to finish getting ready for work. Luv ya all!

Ok, here are the pictures of Zaria I told you guys I would post. She loves this dang costume she wore if for a whole hour I had to bribe her with new shoes to let me take it off of her. I cropped the last one as much as possible, please ignore my incredibly large breast. 







Me and Mike are having another dinner date tonight with the kids. Making some fried chicken, homemade mac and cheese (in the crock pot, ask me how if you want to know), corn and some corn bread. Yep i'm laying it on THICK.
Thinking about that mac and cheese has me oh so hungry right now. Oh yea I finally got my cable hooked up and caught the season premiere of I Love New York 2 and that was a definite snooze fest. I'm so tired of this Coon Factory Production already. I am just counting down the days untill the season premiere of Nip/Tuck and I can't wait since they moved to Hollywood, I just wonder what members of the cast are staying. Hope we get to see Kimber give birth to baby Xenu. 

I know, I know, i've been pretty M.I.A lately but sister girl just moved into her new spot and has no interweb so bare with me folks! I do need to hurry up and get my cable and internet hooked up because my daughter is going bananas without her 'Yo Gabba Gabba'. So in the meantime i've been watching every Disney movie I can get my hands on and over analyzing the hell out of it thinking what I would do if I were in __________ position.

Aladdin: I just realized something: those folks were middle eastern. Damn when are us black folks going to get our movie? Anyways. That asshole had Jasmine believing that he was dead. How insensitive is that? And I wonder how many times that monkey has bitten his ass. Maybe it's like Dave said, more monkey pussy for him.

The Lion King: Word son? Foreally Real? Homeboy killed his own brother and frames his own nephew to cover it up to be King? Man sounds like an episode of Jerry Springer sprinkled with tidbits of CSI: Special Victims Unit. Glad nephew came back and murked em. Word is bond song. Early!!!!

Beauty and the Beast: This is by far my favorite Disney movie. And I have only one thing to say about this: Bestiality.

And in the midst of all the movies and moving i've caught a horrible sinus cold. I can't taste anything! I'm up in here working in this office full of blonde haired unstable creatures. Jesus please be two capsules of Advil Cold & Sinus. 

Unfortunately my car broke down a few months ago and me being broke and cheap have not been able to get it fixed. I catch the bus to and from work everyday. Not a really big deal plus I get exercise blah blah blah. Just some random things that bugged the fuck out of me today on the good ole metro.

On my way to work:

1. Why the fuck are you standing at the bus stop if you have no money? Dope fiends please don't ask me for a damn dollar da fuck I look like the Salvation Army?

2. Do not try to 'holla' at me at 7am. I'm tired, hungry, and listening to my mp3 player so I don't have to interact with your grimey looking ass. 

3. No you can't use my cell phone. Fuck off.

On my way home:

1. No sir, I really don't need to see your stinky litter pecker. I know what you are doing jerk off johnny. 

2. Shut the fuck up you little loud bitches in the back. No one cares whose balls you were cramming down your 13 year old throat in 4th period.

3. Metro Police? I don't know but I heard some murders needed to be solved instead of checking my fare.

Hmmm so just guess how my day went? I'm saving for a car starting today. No more shopping sprees, no more VIP, no more late night freaks, no more dough, we can't even kick it no more. Ha! Remember that song?

Oh yea, I found a place finally. 3bd 1ba bottom floor (this lil nigga runs all over the place) free w/s/g all appliances for $825. Yea boy!

 1. Who was the last person you hung out with, actual one-on-one?
My little sister

2. Do you think you're approachable?
I guess not. I thought I was but from what i've been told my facial doesn't express that.

3. How do you feel about the person you kissed last?
I'm done with him. Period.

4. Do you regret doing anything in the past week?
No.

5. When was the last time you had alcohol?
yesterday

6. Are you a partier?
Nah.

7. Are you gay?
I'm a penis lovin' woman!

8. What do you think of when you hear the word "slut?”
sluts.

9. Do you have a dirty mind?
look at my username and you tell me?

10. Would you ever work as a stripper if it were the only available job for you?
sure would.

11. Have you been pressured to do anything recently?
yes,

13. How do you feel about the person who posted this before you?
Him he sexy.

14. Do you know anyone with a serious illness? Who?
No thank God.

15. Do you like your name?
It's hood. Guess so.

16. Is anyone interested in you right now?
I doubt it.

17. Who is the fifth text in your inbox from? What does it say?
Damon: I am sorry I got busy, thank you.

18. What's your favorite number?
8

19. Do you have a Facebook?
no

21. Do you hate anyone?
yes

23. When was the last time you went to the movies?
Last month.

24. Are you a good speller?
Yes

25. What's your worst habit?
Cussing....

26. Are you listening to any music? What song?
nope

27. Would you ever give your number out over the internet?
all depends on who it is

28. What's your shoe size?
10- 11 depending on the brand.

30. Do you love someone?
yes

31. Have you ever lost a person you loved?
yes

32. What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
has happened twice already. I was sad for the woman deciding to marry him.

33. Would you ever cheat on your bf/gf with a really hot person?
i'd try my best not to.

34. Would you rather feel pain or be numb?
Numb all day!!

35. Favorite color?
purple

36. Do you like competition?
yes.

37. Would you ever stay with someone, just because you didn't want to break their heart?
Yeah.... I've done it before.

39. Do you hate being alone?
sometimes. but most of the time i'm happy to have my family and my sanity.

40. Has anyone ever broken your heart?
Hell yeah!!!

41. Do you still love them with all the little pieces?
no

42. Who was the last person to send you a message?
yahoo

43. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
mid summer

44. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Old Navy

45. How do you feel about your hair?
I like going weavless

46. Want to kick anyone's ass!??
always

47. Last time you were hugged?
five minutes ago

48.AIM or MSN?
Yahoo

49.Last restaurant you went to?
the RAM

50. What kind of car do you drive?
public transportation. my car broke down a few months ago.

****EDIT**** I added the video. I am a dweeb! I love giraffes. My favorite animal. I have a birthmark that looks like a giraffe. They are so beautiful. So this Saturday I packed up the youngin' and we went to go feed the Giraffes before they pack em away for the winter. What I thought would be such an amazing experience for her turned out like this: 

Okay, so i'm originally from Cali but I lived in Oklahoma for almost three years before relocating to Seattle. It rained last night, actually stormed. Thunder and Lightening, showers that last for at least 2 hours. It was amazing. I haven't experienced that in about 6 years. Very soothing. 

Anyways, some friends and I are going to be going to the local smut shop that is going out of business (how often does that happen?) and everything is half off. I always wonder about the people I see in there. Here's a picture from my last visit a few months ago:


 


I was dying when I see this. Multicultural dong. Love it. 

  

"Over futile odds. And laughed at by the gods. And now the final frame. Love is a losing game" - Amy Winehouse

I know people are boycotting her album to try to get her to go into rehab and all but I still listen to this entire album twice a day. Depressing as it is there is so much truth there. Why is it that when you put your time, energy, and heart into a union it just falls apart? Then what are you left to do? How much are you supposed to put up with in a relationship?

At the beginning of summer I broke up with my boyfriend. Things had just really fallen apart. We were butting heads so much and he couldn't deal with the fact that I didn't need him. So I broke things off. It hurt at first but I was proud of myself. I left him when I became unhappy. I didn't give him the opportunity to leave me heartbroken. 

So here we are at the end of summer and he wants me back. I want him back too. Is that so wrong? I don't want to get back into this and things crash all over again but he is the one I truly want to be with. Any advice?